
11:31 PM
This morning, I went to work in the morning 8am to 4pm as a Travel Agent..working was boring as usaul..just dunno why..though today there were not many customers and it seems so relax.. but I really feel very tired and kept yawning maybe due to yesterday did not had enough sleep..I only slept for 4 hours before going to work man..After my work, I went home straight.. actually I was supposed to meet rio to go see helmet at "Ah boi " shop.. (A Motorcycle shop) but i felt really tired so i went home to rest instead. I had a conversation with cin a while.. yet we still end up quarrelling. I really have no idea where her money gone cos she said that she fork out $25, which include an extra of $10.. what makes me sad the most is that she said that "forget it.. its always like that" I felt really hurt and painful upon hearing that.. it felt like she was implying I was the one..I was really glad and happy that this few days she accompany me and stuffs. I also know her feelings toward me.. but right now.. the way she say things to me this afternoon really hurt me deep again just like last time.. i just dunno why I felt like i was the one that "bothered and pestered her.." you know that kind of feeling whereby ppl say you till like you very "fan" like that.. my heart totally broke.. just when everything seemed so well and great.. this kind of issue had to surfaced..we really need to be calm enough to think and talk things out one day i hope.. sometimes I really wonder am i really the greatest fool...? i know i am naive.. i really cant help but feeling very sad now..my feelings now is really messed up.. when will ppl starts to cherish the time and person closest to them.? i hope there wont be room of regrets in life next time.. i really missed the time we had together.
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?