This morning woke up was feeling very down due to lots of problems.. be it school project, family,money or love.. I really felt so lost and helpless.. really needed you to be there.. I received from the teacher that he might be failing us of our project.. I totally felt devastated.. I really feel like breaking down..this morning met up with her to service laptop.. though i was still feeling very down.. cos i was like quite bothered with those problems.. we quarreled..I totally lost control of myself.. I really did not meant to make thing out to be like that.. both of us cried.. and I am the one responsible for it.. I really felt so sorry and hurt at the same time.. i just needed someone to be there for me.. i hated myself.. really hate it.. I am so sorry... shouldn't have make you sad or rather spoilt your mood.. I really wanted to talk and explain it to her hoping that she would understand how i felt and to apologise to her.. but i did not really get the chance to do so..
waited at outside her house hoping that she would come out and let me explain at first but later i think over and felt that i do not want to let her see me nor approach her cos she need to meet her with her friends later on therefore i do not want to make her sad and spolit her day further just wanted to catch a glimpse of her from some place without spoiling her mood anymore.. i saw her going out of the house though i really wanted to talk to her but i hold back.. i wanted to wait till her leave the house before i go but after saw her walking out of the house i heard noises and thought that she went back home again and so waited till like 2 hrs and realised that i should not be there any longer cos if she sees me again.. she will be sad.. and she wont wanna see me.. really hurt yet no choice but to go away.. i really dunno wat to do anymore.. i felt so helpless and alone.....

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today i did not went to school as i totally overslept.. felt so sorry about it.. we went to catch a movie "little man" at 9.45 at TBP but before that we went to bugis to take a look at some bags and shorts and also left for chinatown straight after that to shop at OG and eat frog porridge at there.. its almost 9.30 pm so we rushed to take the bus just to reach in the cinema in time..the show were quite funny though.. we had some misunderstanding and tiffs.. I felt so hurt and sorry about it.. just thought that our relationships might be able to move to another level.. juz felt so puzzle abt it.. everything i have done and thoughts were only for the well-being of the relationship. arghz.. forget it.. dun wish to mention abt this anymore..

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Its been a few days since i last blog le... hee.. haiz.. kinda busy and down this few days... its either school,work,go out or other stuffs.. been really so tied up.. yesterday it was my mum's birthday.. Happy birthday mum.. though i did not really shown it out but i really love you and this family.. really wish we could be the same like last time as a happy family.. but guess not.. things that had change wont be same as the past.. I can only cherish all the happy memories that we used to have together.. dad quarrell with mum again today..I really felt so sad and disappointed..anyway, dun really wish to talk abt this anymore.. Just wanna say MUMMY! I LOVE YOU!!

I only have two weeks left before the end of the VPP.. and our project were really nowhere near other ppl not to even mention done 3/4 of it.. I really felt so stressed up, helpless and worried.. I really just wanna get over this FYP once and for all.. at least get a acceptable grade and i will be contented enough.. Plz.. anyone just help me... =[

I really need to take a break soon... felt like i am on the verge of breaking down soon if i do not get my project going and be it in relationships or family or even friends.. hope that after this VPP, there would be an outing with my poly friends..

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yeah~! she's back finally ! hee.. missed her badly.. but missing time is over!! muahahha =X I went to school at around 11pm to meet kin and huishan they all cos they planning to go sing K box in the afternoon..i just went to my project room for the sake of signing in my attendance. I am such a bad boy.. lol.. =P after signing, went back to meet kin and HS they all..I just found out today from crystal that its hong yong's birthday.. ooops =/ Happy birthday to you!! we celebrate for him before HS they all rushed me as we are gonna be late for the K box timing... we took a cab down.. Over there, we sang alot of songs from 1 plus till 5 plus.. gosh.. i totally "Shi Shen" man.. heee..

I meet up with cin cin at TBP to accompany her cut hair at paragon.. wooo! the saloon that we went were quite high class or grand sia.. the decoration,hair-stylist and etc.. the price just for cutting hair was 90 plus but she got discount so its quite cheap.. lol.. we went to newton afterwards to avenge my friend - steve irwin by eating the stringray! hahahha.. not just stringray alone lar.. we also ate "la la" and "Ao Jian".. the food were not bad.. we also dunno which stalls to choose cos there were like 20 plus stalls all selling stuffs like "lala","stringray","crabs" and all other seafoods..

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Yeah.. she will be back today..~ she’s back~ she’s back~~ hahah.. why am I so happy like a nutcrack? Lol.. well, 5 days were really quite long I suppose… just wondering wat time she might arrived in Singapore.. I supposedly wanted to go to change airport to fetch her but really have no idea what time she might reached Singapore, maybe mid-night.. By now, she must be on board the plane flying towards Singapore.. weee =D hope she will msg or call me when she arrived in singapore.. last but not least, my presents is with her!! muahhahha! =X

so happy! so happy! gotta waited for her call~~! night all!

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haiz... guess its those heaty food that i ate this few days cause me to be kinda not feeling well.. i did not went to school today as i was really not feeling very well in the morning.. took some medicine left over from the last visit and went back to rest again.. if only you were here.. nt used without her around.. hahaa.. hope she have lots of fun in hong kong.. muz enjoy the trip...

its been 5 years since the 911 incident that happened in USA five years ago.. all the people and heros that died on that tragic day.. i could still feel the sadness feeling just like what i felt five year ago on the same day..though this few years, the most wanted criminal for this incident were still out at large..and he even make a appearance on the video broadcasted today to show the people that he's still alive and still planning to carried out terrorism against other countries..I really wished all of this would end and peace to the world.. what's the point of killing each other and causing so much pain and suffers to the people that concern abt you..?

gotta sleep early and rush to finish my project soon..come back soon.. yeah~ =D

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BORED!!! sianz.. its the end of a weekend again... got school tommorrow again... damn! since its the end of weekend.. this just remind me that 3 days have passed since her departure and just 2 days more to her return.. yeah.. kinda missed her without her nagging and lame talks.. haha... =D

This few days , I tried to waste my time by finding more things to do..We just celebrate Eng Keong's birthday on friday by storming his house to give him a surprise.. haha.. Allan they all brought water bomb to throw at him.. LOL.. his windows and floor including him are totally wet.. we also sang birthday song and ate the cake before slacking at the BBQ corner.. oh yeah! forget to mention.. he stayed at carribean which is near habour front.. the Condo is super nice lar... we decided to go to changi village by driving two SUV cars instead of all drove cars and motorcycle to see "Ah Gua". hahah..some really look like woman sia.. though there are some not pretty at all.. =/ we ate "Pig's Organ" at near Jalan Besar which is very popular and delicious..

As for saturday, I woke up only after 2pm as we went back home only in the morning.. I met up with wilkin to cut hair before meeting with jun and allan again to go town for some shopping spee.. i sat in allan's Honda Civic VTI.. so COOL..its super fun and fast.. we stuck at Takashimaya watching the Lion Dance Competition - Final. The final six teams were quite good but Nan Xian won the championship. We went to levi and puma to accompany jun buy shirt and jeans..after the shopping spee, we went to jun's house to catch some movie spee while waiting for allan to go Temple at loyang.. We watched Scary Movie 4 and Stay Alive(a movie not shown on screen yet) quite funny and nice too.. we end up finished the show at 1 plus.. by then, we were already too tired to go loyang.. LOLx.. went home sleep instead..















This is a picture that i took at work, juz wondering what happens if you accidentally fall inside it?

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Wat a trouble day... wake up in the morning just to know that lester got competition.. but i still decided to go school to continue my project as i thought fazuis might be going too. I wished you all the lucks for ur CS competition paL!! I reached school at around 10am like that..earlier i brought "carrot cake" from redhill market as its really tasty plus i suddenly have a craving for that.. hee.. I ate it while watching bleach 95 with kin at the leisure corner.. cool man.. nice espisode.. after eating, faz told me that he also not coming to school either..i was totally down lor... so bored plus my project needed my teacher's help yet he was not there to help at all...can't even find him.. =[

we went for second round of lunch at canteen 2 but this time i did not eat only drink 7up. we saw alot of secondary school students man.. wondering wat they might be doing in Ngee Ann.. lolx.. we quickly left the canteen after eating as we felt abit uncomfortable..I slacked in my room playing com again for another 2 hr before i decided to go home..

I recieved the news that my buddy was very sad.. as their relationship had some problems.. quite serious... cheer up bro.. We will always be there for you.. =D really felt so sad to hear this happened to you so fast.. wished we could help do something about it.. you muz be strong.. try not to cope at home everytime too... and try to get over it..

I went to meet up with cin at TBP to have another round feasting at Tiong bahru nearby before going to great world to eat Ben and Jerry ice-creams.. wanted to treat you before you go HK.. we also played some games at the arcade before going home as she need to packed stuffs... though time is short but really appreciate that.. i was happy.. =D i meet up with kin again to cheer him up at TBP park before going my house to rest and get things.. after departing with kin, went to pass bag to her and spend another short time talking and walking.. Go HK muz have fun and remember to buy me presents k:??! heee.. I will miss ya! take care!!









Wee! bEN AND JERRY iCE-CREAM.. haha...nICe!!

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Finally.. its the day... hee.. waited for quite long... hmmm.. I went to school in the morning like i do everyday.. i reached school at 11.30am.. craps.. i totally woke up too late.. even my 2 alarms cant woke me up... is this a diseases?? lol.. man.. someone help me please.. =X

For the whole morning other than sitting in class playing games and talking rubbishs with my grp-mates and friends, I have really done nothing for my projects.. I was actually slacking for the entire week.. we got scolding from Mr Chee when he came into the class and saw us playing games and stuffs.. the first things he said to us was.." What have u guys been doing/contribute to the projects since last week?" lolx.. we said basically nothing ~ =X (we really qian ma man...)

after my school, I went to cin's house as she had prepared and cooked food for me..hmmm.. so nice of you.. =] .. though she might be a beginner, but results were quite commentable for her.. *Claps Claps* especially the potato soup, simple yet delicious and sweet.. thanks for the effort of doing this ... reallly appreciate that.. =D.. after dinner, we went to bugis to get out things change and also take a walk before going to great world area to have our second round of feasting.. muahahhah..

well.. though i had a busy and mess-up day in the morning, but i was delighted to have enjoyed the evening with ur cooking.. thanks gal! WEE..~! =] ( hopes to have chances to taste again! * Zui Pa Yang * ) lol..











Wow~! look at all the ingredients needed for preparation.











hEe..~! the delicious potato soup~! yum Yum~!











Last but not least the fried bee-hoon.. taste not bad too~! haha.











The chef of the day!! Ta Da!!!











The two idiots ~! hee

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Well you know.. as usual school, home, eat, sleep.. haha.. today i totally felt so tired and did not really wanna wake up to go school as the weather was damn cooling lar.. a super nice weather for sleeping.. like pig like that.. lol.. =/

I reached school at 11am.. just nice in time for the briefing given by a Ngee Ann graduate student who was serving as an sign-on SAF's armour officer. sound kinda cool ar?.. at first i also have no idea what is armour officer but he told us that armour officers were in-charge of the SAF's Tanks.. sweet! He also told us the so called "Secret" to studying well in Ngee Ann Poly.. lolx.. basically.. what he said was quite rubbish as he just said to attend lectures and tutorials and do works.. liew.. this is what we also know lor but we were just too lazy to do it.. hahahha.. he also shared with us his LOVE story.. which was quite a sad one as his girlfriend left saying that actually she do not like him after they have been together for 2 years.. and now his current girlfriend is studying in sydney while he would be going to UK.. GoSH! thats like two different world man....
lastly, he did shared with us the main point of the briefing about Signing up with SAF and Merit Scholarship and Sponser to University be it local, syndney,UK,USA, or other parts of the worlds.. the scholarship really looked so tempting..still thinking about it...

I went to town to meet cin for a movie called " Snake On the PLane" hmmm... quite a interesting and scary movie..there were alot of gross part whereby the snakes bite the passenger's eye,leg, mouth,neck,hand and even private parts.. -___-.. I think that overall this show quite worth it.. can go for it! =]













All Students Listening to Him...












Even Lester is paying attention~! lol~! =X













This is that SAF Armour Officer, He likes talking jokes.. hahah..













Juz another photo that i took in school.. Lolx.

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