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12:16 AM
This morning woke up was feeling very down due to lots of problems.. be it school project, family,money or love.. I really felt so lost and helpless.. really needed you to be there.. I received from the teacher that he might be failing us of our project.. I totally felt devastated.. I really feel like breaking down..this morning met up with her to service laptop.. though i was still feeling very down.. cos i was like quite bothered with those problems.. we quarreled..I totally lost control of myself.. I really did not meant to make thing out to be like that.. both of us cried.. and I am the one responsible for it.. I really felt so sorry and hurt at the same time.. i just needed someone to be there for me.. i hated myself.. really hate it.. I am so sorry... shouldn't have make you sad or rather spoilt your mood.. I really wanted to talk and explain it to her hoping that she would understand how i felt and to apologise to her.. but i did not really get the chance to do so..
waited at outside her house hoping that she would come out and let me explain at first but later i think over and felt that i do not want to let her see me nor approach her cos she need to meet her with her friends later on therefore i do not want to make her sad and spolit her day further just wanted to catch a glimpse of her from some place without spoiling her mood anymore.. i saw her going out of the house though i really wanted to talk to her but i hold back.. i wanted to wait till her leave the house before i go but after saw her walking out of the house i heard noises and thought that she went back home again and so waited till like 2 hrs and realised that i should not be there any longer cos if she sees me again.. she will be sad.. and she wont wanna see me.. really hurt yet no choice but to go away.. i really dunno wat to do anymore.. i felt so helpless and alone.....
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?