I really just dun know how to handle the situation anymore... the more i fear.. the more its coming true.. my heart hurts and felt so numb.. i dun know how to make understand... maybe its the way i do things thats wrong.. maybe its my fault.. there is no turning back i suppose... all i hope for was like last time but guess its just my wishful part and too navie.. i am sorry..

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


i really felt so sad today.. my hearts sunk and its hurts so much that it echos..really felt so clueless about how,what should i do... i just wanted to do things out nicely but it still turns out like that.. different people have different thinking i guess... no mood to do anything. =[

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


woke up in the morning with all my plans spoilt.. called my friends so many times yet he still not even pick up be it his handphone or home... damn.. pissed up.. no choice but to make other plans lor... at first we thought of going to sentosa but now its cancelled so i went for a career talk at orchard hotel..went to bugis for a walk after the talk.. damn... the haze is so bloody thick.. the PSI is like 150?? power lar... felt also like i am at genting highland man..i went home after tt.. kinda pissed with sis.. why is everybody finding me irritating? be it my family or friends.. it really hurt my feelings... felt so depressed...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


Wow~! its been quite some time since i last blog.. i have been quite busy with lots of stuffs like project,family,friends and bla bla bla... so dun really have the time to update blog.. hee..

I have just returned from my friend's chalet at coasta sand at downtown east there.. =D there were alot of my poly friends and classmate at the chalet.. we reached the chalet at 10 plus while rest reached early in the afternoon.. lolx.. when we were on the way to the chalet, we realised that the whole stretch of road to the coasta sand resort were deserted.. cool huh? hahhae... Our chalet were the most noisy as its a weekday so there were not many ppl at those resort.. we missed our BBQ section.. hEe. so we went to eat at mac before going back to the chalet to chit chat and play some beer-game-drinking section.. LOL.. we played like police and thief, bang bang , and some funny games.. in the end, most ppl were drunk.. well.. that include me as well =D.. Haha..I left the chalet early in the morning alone.. =/ well.. wanna thanks u guys for letting me enjoyed that day.. reallly.. its been quite some time since i enjoyed it this way... hahha..

I had work since 11pm till 7pm.. could not really wake up in the morning as ytd could not really sleep well as i am afraid i might totally forgot..cos.. need to give her a call to be a TEACHER!! lol.. felt happy for her... after work suppose to meet her but she wanted to meet with her friends first so i went back home ahead.. but the funny and suay thing that i encounter on the way home is... i took 961 from beach road to chinatown.. but half way of chinatown the bus took another route which is not the usaul route so i was confused and thought that maybe due to today's occasion. so i managed to alight the next stop hoping for bus 851 to arrived but after waited for 30min, i realised something is amiss.. repeated bus keeps coming... craps.. i begin to walk back to the usual bus stop for 851 at 8.30pm and waited again.. this time.. bus 961 instead of going to the busstop i alight previously, it came to the busstop of 851.. i was totally confused man.. lol.. at the moment, i saw the paper in front of the bus.. "due to zhong qiu jie, this bus 961 from 7.30pm till 8.30pm will change to another route cos of the closing ceremony." ! LoLx.. i laughed at my own stupidness and blurness... the bus passed by chinatown's main road which is full of decorations and "pasar malam".. i always wanted to go there be it with friends or with her.. but i think i have missed that chance to do so.. the decoration were so nice.. the feeling is like chinese garden where we used to go.. =D.. and the parsa malam were very lively...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?