
1:06 AM
Its been real long time since i last blog.. wonder if there is sitll anyone visiting my blog or not..hmmm.. sorry guys for not blogging for so long.. i was real busy with stuffs..
I got back my lab test... i failed by 2 marks.. this is really so disappointing...wats going on...?
Wats happening to me...
My grandfather passed away last thursday.. i felt so sad and lost.. its like.. another beloved one of mine had gone.. All the memories that we had when we visited our grandparents horse every week.... Like the fun we had with cousins and the warm care and concern that was showered on us by our beloved grandparents.. was all gone... gone... Just like wat others said... Grandparents are like the main heads binding the families together.. once the heads are gone.. so are the binding/bonding of the families... and this is happening to me... I really felt so sad about it... why doesn't anyone cherish what we have now...only after we lost it den we got to learn how to cherish but its too late.. i really hope my cousins will keep in contact.. My grandparents are one of the loving couples... Really admire them... I missed you ah gong and ah ma and also my grandmother...
I also had some problem with my gal... that we keep ending up quarrelling.. i really dun wish to see the same outcome over and over again...I only want to cherish her and hope she will cherish me as much too.. this past few weeks, i did not had any good sleep cos i cant stop myself from thinking things like.. wat is she doing now?;Did she miss me?; Have she eaten anything..? and whether she is happy..? It really breaks my heart whenever i see her like not happpy or sianz.. her mood really affects mine...all i wish to do was to cheer her up and i would wanna do anything just to see her smile... maybe i am just no use.. i know i should not think this way.. but i really cant stop myself from thinking this way..I really long for the times when we just got together and all the happy memories we had.. I really want to retain it this way forever... i know i may sound foolish or naive.. But i just want to enjoy and cherish every mins and seconds we have Like a Real-Loving BoyGirlFriend while we are still able to have before everything is really gone..Cos i understand 1 point is that there is nothing last forever.. To me, i am quite a easily- contented guy.. 1 simple and sweet msg from her is enough to make my day so happy... I really miss her... miss her so...
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?