i really did not wanted to post anymore.. but i cant help it.. i really felt so sad and stress-up this few days... i got no one to talk to abt my problems.. all i can do is keep to myself.. we have been quarrelling alot this few days again and my heart really break each time we start quarrelling.. i onli wish that we could stay the same as before but whenever after few months of patch back,, the same things happen again... and each time i am the one trying to hold on.. i really felt so tired and empty.. i really dun know wat to do anymore.. no matter wat i do also wrong.. the outcome just seems to be against me..i have never felt this way towards a girl before thats why i am holding on so hard... it really hurts so much.. pardon me if anyone is reading this.. at first i did not want to post at all.. cos i really cant hold my feelings anymoe.. why issit happy moments are always so short and ppl do not cherish until they lost it... i lost before thats why i am really cherishing so hard that others might say i am a fool or wat.. but all i wanted to do is to love a person and cherish her..always hope that she would tell me how she felt towards me and stuffs but no matter how i hope.. it just wont happen..I am really sorry that i cause her stress recently..wo shi zhen xin de ai zhe ni..

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?