
12:00 AM
been so busy and tired that i am breaking down soon... my schedule...Mon - Fri ---> AIG Sat - Sun ---> Sri Majuyou guys maybe wondering why i am working so hard..? cos of money? well..Yes.. thats part of it only.. the actual reason is that even if i did not work on Sat and Sun.. I also cant find friends to accompany me go out.. -__- most of my friends are busy... some of them are working and tired like i do.. some of them are with their girlfriend or boyfriend while some of them are just totally.......... *proof* MIA.. today i did not have much things to do.. only some data keying.. after that would be helping anz doing sorting.. well.. almost the same thing everyday.. lol...was daydreaming today abt my life in poly and secondary school.. kinda miss those days now and also the days with her.. it seems all happy things seems to pass fast.. i need a life man..! went out with jun,anz and yat to orchard for a walk cos we were bored? hahaha.. no matter ppl says monday blues.. we are really having monday blues man... dunno wat to do.. dunno where to go.. it like sooo super sianz.. played PS3 at paragon a while and saw PSP set.. I reallly want that..! >.< lol ="x">while we are on the way sending yat home.. we suddenly talk abt past things.. like yat commented my canto is getting from bad to worse.. -.- thanks ah.. no chioce.. too long nv say le.. den i told them my grandma is hokkien speaking ma while my granny is teochew.. so canto i picked up myself.. =D we started talking abt our grandma.. all the happy and sad memories.. I really regret not having more time to spend it with grandma.. talk to her abt my life, my feelings and my problems... i wanna know more abt her.. treat her to eat.. go out with her... and also love my beloved grandma.. its been 6 years since her death yet i still think of her at times and miss her greatly.. lol.. suddenly.. the atmosphere inside the car became so dense and both me and yat got emo.. i shed a tear for my grandma just nw... grandma.. i miss you always..to me you are the best grandma in the world..really wish someone could be here to listen to my woes and share my pain or even just stay by me.. after all i am still a fragile human.. my bday is coming.. wonder how many ppl will celebrate for me this year... it falls on 2/may.. i will be booking a BBQ pit at least.. if i cant get a chalet... i really hope that all my friends will come to celebrate for me... dun forget present!! whahhahha.. =P
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?