
11:52 PM
We msg each other ytd.. though it started if a quarrell or rather misunderstanding.. i admit till now i still will think of her..but i really wonder how does she feel....is it the same or..? she said she everyday also think of our problem..so do i...Sometimes i am just wondering is she running away or am i running away instead..I guess the reason why i got so upset that day might be due that kind of pain that stuck thrice last time which really hurts so much last time.. imagine seeing the girl you loved so much with someone else really kinda hurt alot..but still i just wanan apologise for losing control of myself..she also told me to move on.. does she really mean it or words in anger.. i dunno.. does she already put down and move on or..? Is there really no solutions..? why muz we ended up in this way... i also dunno... these are all the questions thats bothering me till now... nevertheless..even if she do not tell me, i will not force .. but for now.. i cant stay unhappy always.. i need to stay the way i am just like in the past.. cheerful - when i first met her and she always wanted me to do so.. i believe the next time we met.. i will be able to let her see a different side of me..even though i still dreamt of us.. i have to admit i am really a fool.. if it were to be others bet they might not done or think the same way as i do.. but i just do.. even if I was just as a normal friend's identity to care for her... hope she will remain cheerful.. I know wat to do now..i wanna thanks all my friends who stood by me till now.. thanks for cheering me up.. without you guys.. i really dunno wat to do.. love u guys.. =P
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