
5:22 AM
Its Rio's belated Birthday celebration at Pasir Ris NTUC chalet.. his actual birthday is on 20/4/2007... however cant celebrate for him as he is inside tekong training.. well.. i sincerely wish you all the best and stay happy always bro..After the chalet, i went to meet shan and gang for poly hang out as its been 2months since i last saw or went out with them kinda really missed those days at school and outings.. anyway.. i also received quite alot of msg from friends saying they cant make it for my BBQ.. well its kinda disappointing though... but the worse is that.. i just get a feeling from her that she might be treating me as just a normal friend.. i really felt very sad lor... why am i ALWAYS going on a one-way traffic.. i really hate it!! i cant stand it anymore... just feel like drowning my sorrow with liquor.. drank alot today... but its okay..even if we are just normal friend..i will accept it no matter wat.. all i wish for her is simple..i think she knows it.. feel so sleepy and dizzy... help....! sorry if i make u guys whom care abt me worried.. like always.. i will be fine by tml i hope.. =] nights guys..
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?