6:41 PM
today i did nt went to work as early in the morning when i woke up felt so unwell and xin ku.. and so.. i went back to sleep.. just dunno why today i just felt like blogging.. maybe i am not feeling happy.. as my birthday is coming...yet i dunno why i just cant totally get myself to feel the motivation at all... dun even know whether will there be ppl even willing to celebrate with me or not since some of my friends are just mia after poly.. sorry to feel so sad.. but i just wanna write down how i feel now in my blog.. since its like some sort of stress relief as i also cant talk to others abt it...just felt that i shd not always bother others abt my matters since everyone also have their own problems...just dunno why i felt its so hard to stand up especially when you are abt to stand up yet you fell down again.. hahaah.... no matter wat i will still try.. i will be back to the normal kelvin tml as usual =D lol..... thats all =P
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?