
1:55 AM
Woke up this afternoon with abit of hang-over..dreamt abt her again.. so blur blur.. had lunch at home since my mum cooked.. i went to tbp to meet benben to pass me things..? wat is it? BOMB? lol.. its my present ba.. thanks wor..! we had tiramisu and caramel ice blended at coffee bean as we chatted quite funny.. anyway.. thanks for cheering me up.. At night, i met up with jun to go to rio's chalet as promised for a while.. but guess we were not that welcome..nvm lar..i dun really care.. i went to msg cin but i think i really screwed the whole thing up..i just dun meant it to be that way... why issit so hard for me to be happy and been loved by the one i like the most.. i really felt so miserable.. but after talking with someone.. i felt that i really should not be so selfish as not to consider her feelings..i felt guilty for that..though i always hope my wish will come true but still its still a big big mystery.. i wish i could just void myself off of my feelings but the fact is that i cant.. but i will try not to feel anymore..hahah.... dun worry on the birthday i will not let everyone's effort down no matter wat.. add to my unluckyness.. when we were abt to go home.. jun's car broke down.. battery problem.. suay...waited almost an hour plus for his friend for aid but in the meantime we tried to ask for help from others.. but some singaporeans are just so selfish.. dun even bother to help.. -___- no choice lar.. have wait for his friend before starting up the batt. and go home.. back to dream where i might be happy.. lol.. nights...
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?