
1:43 PM
Woke up early this morning.. felt so blue cos alone at home nothing to do.. SIANZ ar.. watch abit of cartoon on kids central, kinda brings me back to childhood.. lol.. checked my friendster and saw lots of birthday wishes but one of them is the most important though it kinda hurt abit.. browsed through her profile and saw some comment from her friends asking her to give up and she also said wat dun want to go back anymore.. it really HURTS alot.. some things are WORTH fighting for.. thats wat she taught me but why cant she believe in us once more..? how stupid of me to go browse her profile.. but i just wanted to reply her letting her know that its not no different it DOES makes a difference.. even if she wanted to give up like her friend's advice den i really got nothing to say too.. but i admit i still cant let go.. aiya.. enough of it.. today is my 21th birthday with many of my friends planning and celebrating for me..The BBQ pit started late cos kinda stucked in jam.. sorry ppl if i did not really do a good job.. was really busy and shou mang jiao ran.. luckily still got quite a mumber of ppl came at least.. though some ppl i expected did not came in the end.. I cut the cake at about 9 plus.. took lots of pictures.. i expected them to disturb me but i did not expect it to be so far.. the moment allan got the cake, he smash it on my face.. followed by the rest of my friends also smash me.. -__-.. lol.. was fun though... but that was not just it.. they caught me and begin to throw me into the sea.. SAD! lol.. i was totally wet.. when i came out the sea i recalled a Levi ad. the guy wearing levi jeans walking out of the sea onto the beach.. hahah.. went to change my clothes.. and continue eating.. its a Wrong date i guess.. everyone went home soon as tml got work.. kinda sad...but still thanks guys for celebrating with me.. =] I will upload the pictures soon..
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?