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11:49 PM
Been some days since i last blog.. anyway..for me.. it has already lost the meaning to blog.. i really think my life really has lost its colours and happiness... am i late by a step again or..? am i gonna lose my precious ones again...? I think i am reallly gonna take a break soon... reaching my limits le.. been working almost everyday including weekends for almost 3 months le.. friends around me keep saying i am lifeless.. yes.. i agree... wheere issss my Xin fuu.......? i wish my angel is right here with me now.. btw.. something just totally makes me more sad.. finally got the courage to msg her again yet only to find out a quarrell with her.. I know no matter wat i say or explain will make her feel better anymore.. maybe its my fault for having a liking for others.. but i also a human.. i rather hope that she could be by my side to accompany and cheer me.. I had explained to her le yet i know she wont believe watever things i said but everything i explained is a fact.. i really hope that she could calm down and think over wat i said.. i know last time i did make a terrible mistake but that does not mean i am still the same as last time.. just really hope a have a good chat with her and solved this properly..even if she just treat me as a friend.. i know this time its over cos the way she treat me.. i really feel so depressed right now.. maybe sorry wont mean anything but still just wanna say a sorry...though i really hen bu gan yuan it had to end it this way without clarifying everything properly.. but i really dun wanna hurt her anymore.. maybe i really am not cut out to care for her not to even mention love her.. i am such a failure.. i hope she can find happiness in him or whoever the lucky guy is... no matter wat happens now... i will still stick to the promise i made..
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?