
12:21 AM
Guess the misunderstanding maybe too late to do/say anything now.. since she still think i am just the same.. i got nothing to say after trying so hard to change.. somehow somewhere in my heart still exist her... will still continue to care for her still even though as a normal friend as i believe she understand me more although there are times she dun.. though i had quite alot of past ex..but to me, she is the first love.. as she is the one that changed me and gave me joy, happiness, sadness and memories.. the one that i put the most effort in...till now.. she still misunderstood me.. really felt so hurt.. maybe the way i handled things are not good i guess..its gone just like that.. My life have been real messed up this few days.. cant seems to concentrate in my work or even enjoy watever show or outing..went to watch Pirates of carribean with yat,anz,fenfen,ernest and jun at lido.. was funny.. i really like it.. especially Johnny Depp.. was able to make me laugh out from the bottom of my heart.. was kinda stress relief.. its better than drowning myself in wine recently.. Shrek 3 is coming up next.. still remember watch part 1 and 2 with her.. haiz.. nvm.. hope to watch it soon.. sorry to worry you guys recently.. thanks yat for consoling me..just really hope to clear the misunderstanding soon.. really hate to be misunderstood by anyone..especially thinking me as flirt when i am really no longer the same.. hope she remained happy everyday with her friends and thats all i wished for since i cant even stay by her like in the past.. will try to get on my feet fast..
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?