9:06 PM
I am really very sad today.. this morning i had work at Sri Maju at 8am.. initially my mood was still alright in the morning cos i had great food from irene, "Bee Ta Bat" and "Ching Chao"... i know i am a glutton.. if there is a choice, i would rather choose to go on food spree than shopping spree..
however... my mood was greatly affected after receiving a call from my mum... my hammie died this morning..its so cold.. fuck lar... i am really very upset lar.. damn.. almost shed tear during work.. i am not kidding.. its like how do u feel when ur pet have been with u for 2 years and 10 months.. though hamster's lifespan is abt 3 yrs and i almost knew that my ham ham is abit getting more and more strange recently.. ytd i am still playing with it cos it suddenly became for active like that.. keep wanting to get out of the cage to play with us.. I kinda had that feeling like when ppl wanna pass away that time.. they kinda became better..? something like wat they called in chinese.." Hui Guang Fan Zhao ".. I can no longer hold it in my arms anymore, no longer able to feel its smooth fur..no longer able to play or feed it.. somehow i felt my house is getting much quieter without my hammie.. silly am i? i actually treat it as part of my family long ago..i really dunno how to express my sadness anymore..all i know is.. seeing it as a baby ham till now.. the feelings is really special.. its like taking care of my own child to a grown-up.. i remember when we first brought it, it was very hyper-active but kinda scare i guess its shy and not familiar with us therefore whenever we tried to touch it, it might bite us and so we wear gloves to play with it.. but after been together with us for 1 year or so, we did not use gloves anymore as it do not bite us but instead it lick us.. i can say its the most cute and obedient hammie in my heart.. my hammie also likes us to put it inside a plastic round shape "ball" and let it run around in the house... seriously.. i really likes my hammie alot and I will miss it forever..
Arghz... really dunno wat to do lar.. this morning really felt so sad but dunno who to talk to.. really so heart-breaking... i have really decided le... i am gonna go for some relaxing activites next week.. gonna take a break real soon.. i wanna go gym tml i suppose...
My Hammie taken when its like 1 year old..
.jpg)
Another close shot at my cute hammie..(its trying to bite through the plastic)
Notice its eating the food left on the table?(Our little dustbin)
Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?