all i hope is to stay by her side and be with her when she feels sad and unhappy.. Why am i not even entitled this.. Is been with me really stress and sad... I just wan to love her and hope she will turn to me.. Its just as simple..there is still some stuffs i wanna do... I hope to watch new moon with her and celebrate her bday with her.. But i dunno whether got the chance or not since today's incident...

I really miss her so... But no matter how hard i wish that she will hug me or hold me, it seems so hard for me...

我是真心的爱你。。

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


dun even know whether she still got see this or other post or not...

guess i am just not the one again....

am i really that bad? weak? such a bad bf?

i really dun know how she feel about me now...

does she even still love me or still wan me?

if she still love me... why cant she just love me...

i know i should not feel this way but... it really hurts when i am alone at night thinking of her...

but if she are happier now than with me... i can totally understand...

if so... no matter how hard it is... i am willing to let go and just to let her be happy...

really miss her so much....

really love her so much too....

I am really pinning for you so hard...

peanut... will you give me your love...?

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


woke up with tears on my face...

dreamt the same sad dream again...

this is not a good day for me at all...

i am in great dilemma now...

wonders if even after what i do ... will things be different...?

its true that i am missing her every single day...

really longing to hold her.. to hug her in my arms...

come back to me...will you...

i am just a silly fool...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


i am physically exhausted but my mind...

cant seems to sleep...

my mind is all over her...

how i wish i was the one watching with her.. but i am not...

i felt sad.. not able to watch it with her...

i really wants to watch it.. but....

this is just part of the things we said to do together before...

why.. why... why do we have to love and miss each other till so miserable...

i have been wondering and hoping....

I just wish to have someone to love me... hold my hands as i hold hers...embracing each other tightly...

have never been in love so deeply before...

really wanna hold her hands and hope she will turn back to me and love me...

guess i am just been very silly knowing it wont happen to me as i wish....

really love her so much....peanut..


Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


so it would seems to be...

why cant i get rid of this feeling of sadness...

i am really missing you now....

sometimes i still wonder how/what can i do just to have you look at me once more like before...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


Just saw the msg she sent me...

What am i supposed to do...

Its exactly how i felt too....

Got the very strong urge to hug her.. but i cant...

If only she could give me her love now...

but i know i cant really do much...

there is really so much so much of our feelings for each other that i cant really bare to give up...

why cant we just be true to our feelings and love each other....

i hate this kind of feelings apart...

I still miss you peanut....do you understand how i feel...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


my heart hurts so much.... the ache is really unbearable.....

maybe i am just not good enough...

i really dunno what am i gonna do when i miss you....

all i hope that is you will turn back to me.... and love me...

guess this year Christmas will never be the same anymore....

i really cant bear to give you up....

with so many laughters, tears, funs and stuffs... do you really bear to give it up...

just want hold on tight to the one you love before all is lost, i really dun want to lose you.. this is the thing that i do not wan to regret...

i really dunno whats the outcome anymore...whether will we still be together or do you really still wan me...

in my heart you have already played a major role in my life...

love you peanut...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


I really dun mean to...

sorry..

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


saw a story....

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The guy and gal is so happy together.. they love each other so deeply...

the guy no matter no happened, willing to stand by her.. be it laugh together, cry together, angry together and sad together... all he hope is to see her smile and happy..

but now that guy got left behind alone.. late at night.. miss her yet cant call her.. kept looking at the phone hoping she will call him.. but nope... he waited and waited... all he can do is... keep all the feelings to himself and cry to sleep...

he has really done his best... and he know.. no matter how hard he try or want... she wont come back to him anymore...
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wonder wats the ending gonna be like....

I really have no idea...

all i know now is I am really not happy anymore....

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


Its the 11th day of our break up...

I do not have the courage to stay near her anymore...

Called her last night when i was quite drunk and wanna tell her the words that have been stored in my heart but did not have the chance to do so....

Guess i do not have the chance to tell her in the face anymore..

It still hurts so much up till now...

My heart is so hollow... so lonely...

I dreamt of her last night.. and i cried in my dream asking her not to go....

I really dun know what to do and how shd i move on from now on....

Butter had already given his best....

Hope peanut will be happy....

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


We broke up....

I just hope that we could have cherish the second chance and love each other more...

How i wish she could here with me...

Just a simple and little action/love for me is enough to make my day....

My heart hurts so much....

I have no idea.. how i live by day by day...

The days without her... miss her so...

Now i am alone....

Wonders if she still miss me or even still love me....

Just hope that fate will be there again...

Wish that she will be happy...

I just miss you so....Anz...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?