i am physically exhausted but my mind...

cant seems to sleep...

my mind is all over her...

how i wish i was the one watching with her.. but i am not...

i felt sad.. not able to watch it with her...

i really wants to watch it.. but....

this is just part of the things we said to do together before...

why.. why... why do we have to love and miss each other till so miserable...

i have been wondering and hoping....

I just wish to have someone to love me... hold my hands as i hold hers...embracing each other tightly...

have never been in love so deeply before...

really wanna hold her hands and hope she will turn back to me and love me...

guess i am just been very silly knowing it wont happen to me as i wish....

really love her so much....peanut..


Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?