Just came back from genting..been long time since i go genting though most of the stuffs are almost still the same.. Had fun there.. Love you daddy,mummy and both of my sister krys and sarah.. Hahah.. Still silly of me to have the thought if only she could be there with me..

Sometimes i can only blame myself for been so silly and foolish to see some stuffs.. Beats me.. Till now it still hurts.. But like i said.. I can only blame myself for been curious or silly.. After all that me and her has gone through together.. All the fun.. All the sadness.. All the joy.. And the things we did together .. Just realised i am so easily replaced.. Sad to say.. Ya.. My heart still hurts and misses her though i may seems happy or perhaps i am just trying to be happy.. There are even times i still pin some hope that she will still love me but i know it wont anymore.. Clearly from wat i saw.. They are happy now.. She is happy now which is the most important.. Just kinda brings back memories when we were still together.. To be true..as a guy.. My heart definitely is jealous.. But another part of me really do felt glad to know that she is happy.. perhaps our love story really ends here..
really miss her still... Hoping i can be there for her someday.. It is also time for me to close this blog....

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


To the special someone...

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby do you recognise me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

(Happy Christmas!) I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I Love You" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


i am quite upset that we turn out this way.. I dun even know really happen.. But just hope to have a good talk with her tml.. Cos i really dun wan to see us been like this anymore.. I know its not good for the both of us and she wont be happy this way too... All i wan is for her to be happy still even though the guy beside her is not me anymore.. Believe it or not...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


拼命的奢望 悶壞的胸口讓我想大聲的吶喊

我努力不放 你冷淡 你讓分手 就這樣

我連做夢也感覺受傷



一年過了 還是一天 計算著慌張

計程車上的音響 我們最愛的情歌

這一刻卻重重擊破思念的 心臟



夜深了我怎麼辦 寂寞了誰在身旁

心情變得好復雜 想她 念她 恨她

一個人你害怕嗎 細數過漫天星光

說好永遠不分開 多假 多假 多假

讓記憶長出翅膀 飛翔

心放空了 寂寞 好了



堅強外表下 我脆弱 情人節開始失常

別人慶祝 我卻很失落

秋天過了 冬天漫長

關於愛 感傷

我們天真的勇敢 我們追求的夢想

捨不得也只能收藏旅行的時光




夜深了我怎麼辦 寂寞了誰在身旁

心情變得好復雜 想她 念她 恨她

一個人你害怕嗎 細數過漫天星光

說好永遠不分開 多假 多假 多假

讓記憶長出翅膀 飛翔

心放空了 寂寞 好了




寂寞感冒全都可以好的

愛多甜 傷多痛 都釋放 oh~




夜深了我怎麼辦 寂寞了誰在身旁

心情變得好復雜 想她 念她 恨她

一個人你害怕嗎 細數過漫天星光

說好永遠不分開 多假 多假 多假

讓記憶長出翅膀 飛翔

沒有你 心放空了 寂寞 好了

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


just hate this feeling.. Why am i always one step late.. Saw a kuromi at the catch machine ytd so i decided to give it just one try with 1 buck only.. And i actually caught it.. Still remember that she likes it and wanted to pass it to her this wed but its abit too late i guess.. I really hate this.. Waited whole night for her reply but still turns out nothing.. Why issit that everything i do seems so wrong..i hate myself for been such a fool..

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


had a wonderful xmas dinner with yat and gang..We actually ate till the restaurant closed..it was a short time together but its been really long since i meet up with them..All these just reminds me of some happy and sweet stuffs that i will never forget...everytime i eat something and look up and saw the couple that reminds me of.....us.. The theme is still the same - green.. The xmas exchange is still the same too.. Just that she is not here with me.. Misses those day whereby we had our exchange together with them at the BBQ place at clementi.. We got lots of green that look like leaves while one brown that looks like tree.. Hahaha... We were so happy back den.. If only we could relive the time together once more..

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


just saw something that hurt my heart again...

all this while its been hurting though trying very hard to be strong...

my worse fear came still...

its over for me.. and her..

does she know that i still loves her alot?..

can see she is very happy with him instead... hurts alot though but...

i do not have any choice do i..?

i still loves her alot... wonder does she still loves me..

though i hope even now if she can tell me that she loves me i would be very very touched and happy...

but dun think its tat case anymore..since she said she dun love me anymore..

i wish she is happy always.. really...

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?