Just came back from genting..been long time since i go genting though most of the stuffs are almost still the same.. Had fun there.. Love you daddy,mummy and both of my sister krys and sarah.. Hahah.. Still silly of me to have the thought if only she could be there with me..

Sometimes i can only blame myself for been so silly and foolish to see some stuffs.. Beats me.. Till now it still hurts.. But like i said.. I can only blame myself for been curious or silly.. After all that me and her has gone through together.. All the fun.. All the sadness.. All the joy.. And the things we did together .. Just realised i am so easily replaced.. Sad to say.. Ya.. My heart still hurts and misses her though i may seems happy or perhaps i am just trying to be happy.. There are even times i still pin some hope that she will still love me but i know it wont anymore.. Clearly from wat i saw.. They are happy now.. She is happy now which is the most important.. Just kinda brings back memories when we were still together.. To be true..as a guy.. My heart definitely is jealous.. But another part of me really do felt glad to know that she is happy.. perhaps our love story really ends here..
really miss her still... Hoping i can be there for her someday.. It is also time for me to close this blog....

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?