I really dun know what else to say to her anymore... all i want is to just help her.. i do not wan to see her alone.. i just wan to clear the misunderstanding between her and karen/jason only yet all i did now is hurt and hurt to the both of us... i am really so tired... i just wan to be friends with her and each live our life happily.. issit really so hard.. i really had it.. i wont interfere anymore.. hope that this way she would be happier.. i will remember the times and memories in my heart.

i wont regret anymore..i did not try to harm anyone.. though i do admit that i am not perfect or wat, i do blame her before but that was at the very beginning but NOT ANYMORE!!! why cant she just believe me!?! i have really tried my best.. even if ppl say i am stupid, softhearted, useless or wat.. i dun care anymore.. i will continue to live my life..

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?


Lots of things have been happening recently.. And I am really quite sad abt it..there seems to be some misunderstanding among our grp..and it's sad to see it becomes like this..I did not do anything at all.. I am also trying my very best to live happy and not doing anything to make the both of us as bad as unhappy as it is now anymore.. I seriously have no idea what is going on now too.. I dun know if she is misunderstanding me or what.. But i just dun feel good at all to see her like so upset.. Maybe it's just me for thinking too much but if it's really about me.. I do not wan to have any misunderstaning between us.. Just hope that if there is anything, we could have talk about it and clear the air.. I just dun want to see her alone too.. Knowing that she is happy and I am happy with my life it's enough le.. Though we may not be lovers anymore, also hope that we could still be close friends.. But I doubt it's gonna happen if there is anything on but not cleared..though no matter what I hope there will be a day whereby we can really talk to each other like friend again..

Would You Be There Love And Be There With Me..?